PACIENCIA - PATIENCE - GEDULD

Hello dear readers! I am back to a new journey of thoughts and reflections. The word today is patience. Patience for me changed a lot in the last few years. It represented in the past the expectation for something which would be  happening in the future. However it is not like that for me anymore. Patience is just a reflection of the many possibilities that may happen in your life. It this waiting time that you experience in a event that you are about to live. Interestingly, the events in the future may not be in the future anymore. Some outstanding discoveries in science point out to the possibility of many "worlds". This means that what happens now in your reality is just one of the possible infinite outcomes that may arise from a particular moment. At least from a particle point of view your "ideal" outcome, or dream is already reality in some point at this infinite multilayer universe.  So that means that patience as we know does not make sense, because eventually your expectation has happened even though you did not experienced. Even more weird, in a time frame that may be in the past. I think very cool to imagine that the way we observe and understand the universe may only be an hologram or one version of our history. Another important point that made patient change to me is your ability to sculpture your own destiny. By intention, something that I talk a lot in my texts, you can access this point where you construct your reality by unfolding your desires into feelings, thoughts and actions. The way you deal with your own sequence of events in life will determine where you will get. And by being patient to understand that it does not manifest instantly (in spite of being theoretically possible), one could write a book of your life as it is desired in the inner mind. Another thing that changed in my perception of patience, is that you can actually enjoy the path to the outcome, instead of feeling that you are losing time. At some situations is even desirable that you don't get what you want in a blink. The building of a goal in your life, may it be professional, personal or spiritual  is usually better developed through a process of steps and repetition. Sometimes disappointment and failure also make part of it and actually may contribute to the best final result. Even though we tend to desire the achievement as soon as possible, from a more romantic perspective, it ends the beauty of the victory because of the easiness it was completed, or because it was too fast solved. During my time in Germany, I faced many rocks along the way. When they were painful I would like to get red of them as soon as I could. But I understood that by using the patience on my favor, the pain was actually a very, very good thing. This keeps happening ever since. No fear anymore of hard times. People or things come and go, give you happiness or disappointment and those are the tools our existence gives us to make our evolution as beings. As weird as it may sound, by understanding that keeping the patience during bad times will bring very good times, is now for me very true. And we are not still in a point to understand all the variables that take place during the waiting times for the future to come. A syndrome is making humanity much impatient and this brings much of the suffering of the society today. We are obliged to function in full speed 24/7 and this is not humanly possible. The nature has designed us in a way where we need to use the benefit of the waiting to things to manifest the way we want. Today it is my anniversary here in Germany. I am here since exactly 3 years (I came on the September 27th  2012). Those who actually know my path since the beginning know how hard it was to get here. Lots of emotional, psychological and professional challenges taking place at the same time. Now, three years later, after lots of experiences, ups and downs, I can only thank the universe and whoever rules it (God, spiritual force, you name it), because only through it I could day by day construct the new version of myself that I have become. The patience that all would be good in the end never let me to give up. Even though during many times I almost collapsed, I kept within me the will to overcome whatever it would come. And I did it, with lots of determination and patience. With patience I could turn things around and make them look a lot better. Finally, I can say that I have achieved this in all aspects of my life. First, I learned to love myself. I am now sitting at a cafe in Tübingen, alone, writing this. The absence of necessity to have people around to feel good is the greatest accomplishment one can get. You are free in fact, because no need really exists. You can feel good just by being with you. Secondly I developed my skills to connect with people. I made many friends and met a lot of amazing people. Travelled all around, without paying an euro to meet and learn with the best experts in my field. I got closer to my family and because of that I was able to fight all my shadows with courage. And to finish, the main purpose of coming here was accomplished. My PhD is turning out very good, and many things are already happening because of this work. And all of this happened because of my patience to wait, but not in a negative way of being annoyed because it did not happened as planned (someone far more intelligent actually does this for us in a more out of order script), but paradoxically because it did not turn out as planned. I love to look back and see that I did not plan what actually happened, but in the end I was able to see it as very close to my highest desires in life. And this will never stop happening as long as I continue to follow this path with faith from the heart. Have patience to achieve whatever dreams you may have. You never know where this will take you, but if you respect your values and tune them to the outside world, be sure, you will be soon picturing your dreams in your physical reality. I wish to all who supported me up to this point lots of gratitude, love and happiness. It is my desire that all that I could experience to this point can improve the humanity and that even this small text can touch people, or even one soul, not to give up and always to believe that life can be better. All the best to all. A big hug and thanks for reading this!